it's now saturday mornin, 0850 am, and i'm freakin awake. why? cuz everyone woke me up for da prayers. three hrs, and i can go back to bed. i can't wait for it to be over. it's things like this that makes me feel as though i'm in another world. and it lowers my self-esteem like crazy. ahha. dun ask me why. i just feel that way.



it's weird. nowadays i've become more devout, and yet everything seems to be backfirin in my life. like i said, i think it's better for me not be pray and all. things seem better den. hmmm. this is very weird.